i swear . . going to church this morning made me feel sooo much better ab just .. . my life & . . niggas in general . said last night i was cutting niggas off . . everybody . . even glenn . i cant deal w/ niggas w/gfs , mainlines or ones thts emotionally unavailable anymore . its draining & personally i feel like im to goo of a person to always get offered the short end of the stick relationship wise . its not fair to myself . i feel like the past couple of months ive been settling & i dont wanna do that anymore . . id rather just be alone than to settle for not even half . . a piece of a nigga cause some other girl got the majority of him & his time . cause everytime i get attached . something happens w/us . . & i gotta rebuild myself back up . i feel like i let niggas in to easy .
